I’m scared of having a boy

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I’m scared of having a boy. I’ve only ever been around women, my sisters, my mom with the exception of my dad. So with that I’m only use to doing “girl” stuff or just knowing how girls work.

I have a daughter now but have a gut feeling I’m gonna have a boy.

I don’t know how to clean a boy’s diaper or how to raise a boy since I was never around them. I feel nervous not knowing what to do and like I’m walking into the dark. I know what I’m saying is so stupid, I know that once he’s here if it’s a boy that I’ll be fine and of course I’m gonna love him bc I already do. I’m just nervous on not knowing how to handle boys.

I’ve been trying to drown myself with baby boy stuff on Pinterest and it’s helped me feel excited but than my nerves get to me and I’m scared.

Can someone help me on this? Has anyone felt the same way? I don’t want to call it gender disappointment bc I love this baby so much and I can’t wait to hold the baby in my arms. I just feel scared