I just want a baby ☹️

TTC for almost six years for baby#1.

this process gets easier but harder too if that makes any sense. There are days where i say fuck it, im giving up on this dream but my heart can’t stop me from trying every month...... im just sooooo tired of month after month of disappointments.. especially after 6 long years.

SIX YEARS. That’s sinking in.

Im just so sad about this whole situation. It’s like a slow death for me at this point. I don’t think my heart can handle more but it also can’t handle me not trying and giving up hope.

Please pray for me & my counter part.