Should I be happy or am I toxic? Lol

So it’s my hubby’s birthday today and I told him to go hang out with his boys and have fun cos I can’t do much (super pregnant) and I know he misses celebrating his bday back home with his friends and family.

So he called his friends and asked them what’s the plan? And they said let’s go to Atlantic City (New Jersey) we’re all going because it’s another friends birthday too and we’ll come back tomorrow.

He came to me and he’s like sooo they want me to go with them, I’m like okay, go.

He’s like are you sure? Can I go? You won’t be sad? Lol

I’m like dude, go please go

After that he still told me like 4 times just tell me no and I won’t go, I don’t want you to feel sad or lonely later on, I’m like no baby, go.

I would’ve liked to be with him but I know we really can’t have any fun. I can’t drink or smoke. We can’t have sex, and I’m always in pain or have a headache, The least I can do is smile for him and tell to go have fun, but the fact that he had to ask me like 10 times before confirming with his friends makes me feel like either he really loves and respects my feelings or I’m a asshole who he thinks will get upset 😂

Side note: he doesn’t go anywhere like anywhere

All his days he spends working or with us (his family) he sees his friends here like once every 2-3 months. Not because i don’t let him or make a face but because he doesn’t really enjoy his time out here like he does back in his country.

All his family and childhood friends are there so I understand why he doesn’t go anywhere here.

Back home I never see him 😂 he’s out 20 out of 24hrs a day with his bros haha

We’ve been married 6 years and have almost 3 kids ❤️