Rant on baby naps

So my husband stayed home yesterday and I lost count (like 5) on how many naps my 2 months old took on his lap and transfered to crib or mamaroo or stroller and all were 40 min to 1 h...

I’m really upset because I stay home alone with him on week days and I have to bleed a nap out of him on a regular day.. many days he doesn’t nap at all! I feel like an inadequate mother! And I m just a giant boob lady who provides the milk! I have a headache from the crying... motherhood is so ridiculous because I’m upset and upset from being upset! It’s like I’m never right! And I’m going to sound ridiculous but my baby doesn’t like me... I don’t know what it is, the body temperature, the smell?!