Just me?

I feel like I’m always seeing everyone else post what their baby weights or “might” weight in the 3rd trimester and I have no clue since I haven’t seen him in 20 weeks. My dr is letting me go to 41 and I’m so scared I’m gonna end up with a 10+lbs still breech baby😩 I’m due in 6 days and she still won’t tell me if he turned from breech yet and his weight will be a surprise since I can’t get a guesstimate. Also have a question I had gestational hypertension so bad I nearly had a stroke by my last delivery so what blood pressure is too high? Sometimes when I take it at home my machine flags it in the red/orange category but my dr keeps saying it’s ok 130s-144 I think was my highest in office she sent me to high risk like a month and half later turned out after the 144 I was supposed to be informed then but no one told me and I missed my first. appointment.