Feelings Hurt😭😭😭

Kimberly

Well first off let me start off by saying I am 43 and ttc. Every month we have been trying and it's now going on 4 years...Went and had the AMH test done and the results were heart breaking 0.266..That is very low and I couldn't bring myself to tell him yet.. So I asked my OBGYN doctor about taking Clomid and her response almost made me go to the office and put my 5 fingers on her. No professionalism at all she came off in the most negative way as in she can't help me no hope except find someone as in fertility doctor because she couldn't help. I've nern seeing her for about a year now due to my doctor retired, but every since I told her I was ttc her reaction was I'm to old. I replied "well if that's what I want that should be none of your business you only need to service me as I ask not how you feel about me trying to have kids. Find out she doesn't have any kids or a man..No wonder she hating I have 2 and trying to have more..SMH..Let's be clear though I can except it if we had exhausted all avenues, but that was her first response. Well at this point I hate to lose my fiance because he has no kids and I would like to have a family with him, but this is something that I don't think we will be able to afford or take the chance for this to be a failure 😢😭😭😭....Oh well I guess what GOD has planned for me is for me..I just have to change my mindset and realize that this man may leave me because he can't have a child he can call his own😢😢😢