Worse weekend ever

I just need to let it out

This weekend by far the worst weekend ever 💔

My baby girl (2years) had her 2nd episode of seizures she had her first back when she was only 2 months and thank god it was the last so I thought but it wasn’t as bad as this one she had this weekend

it’s one of the most scariest thing a mother can go through and not being able to take way the pain

It happened right in my arms

I felt so helpless so alone

The room was filled with nurses and yet I felt so alone

All I can do is just sit there an pray with tears running down my face

the seizure lasted only two mins but it felt like a lifetime

It’s took about 4 to 5 mins for her to respond

Lucky they let my husband in and I felt a little stronger knowing he was there

They still don’t know what virus it is

All tests they did came back normal

All they said was my baby’s body was fighting the virus and that’s why she was having such a high fever and due to the high fever she had the seizures and more then likely she would have more if her fever goes up again

Hopefully not

I just feel like a bad mother

Where did I go wrong 😔😭💔

She’s home but still a little out of it

Have to Monitor her all night