Pms/pmt symptoms and ttc+ivf starting soon ramblings

Hi all, sorry I am offloading slightly on this post as I haven't shared our fertility journey with family or friends. Just feel we'd prefer to keep it private and it feels less pressure we're about to start IVF soon.

Today is CD8 and I only finished my period yesterday and I feel physically drained. I notice that I get alot of anxiety and feel extremely hormonal on my period that might be due to the emotional side of ttc as much as the period. I find day to day I struggle, I was made redundant last year and recently decided to pause job hunting it been tiring. Sorry this is long and rambling just wanted to vent a bit I suppose.

Does anyone else find it easier not to share with your family as then there's less questions but also find it difficult to cope sometimes. Today I am extremely unmotivated to do anything.