The reality of 70 lb weight loss

This is the outside of my thigh at a weird angle but I wasn’t trying to look pretty. I have lost 70+ lbs (not sure what I weigh currently I know I am fluctuating a bit due to health issues from PCOS)

And sometimes I look at my skin like holy crap. This was right after I got out of the shower before I put lotion on

The picture doesn’t do justice. My skin just looks torn apart, it honestly reminds me of elderly peoples skin but I literally don’t give a shit.

This is my skin, this is what it looks like when you work your ass off and you lose a bunch of weight.

I’m wearing a bikini this summer and I do not give a flying fuck if my fading stretch marks look like flashing white lightning in the sunlight.

When I was 70lbs heavier I was SO insecure, did not want to go out to the lake or anything. I went to the river once with a group of people, wore a bikini once when I weighed almost 200 lbs and the girls stared at me and whispered.

This summer you won’t get me OUT of the lake or the river whichever one I’m at. I don’t care anymore. This is something I would have hidden a year ago.

Not now. Like it or not. I’m not going to hide because you don’t like the way my white ass and stretch marks blind you in the sunlight. Die mad in your whispers