I hate being SAHM...🥺

Like it’s made me depressed! It’s turned me into this miserable, negative person. I’ve got two toddlers and one on the way. Currently waiting for my work visa so I can do something besides stay home all day and night. I find myself crying multiple times a day. My toddlers can’t seem to get along, they are constantly moaning and crying and its driving me insane. I feel like there is just so much negativity to my day, I dread waking up and starting all over again 😢

Even when I can work I’ll have to get a night job and still be a SAHM as daycare is too expensive.

How do I get my kids to stop moaning and crying at everything. My little one doesn’t like her sister being near her anymore because she’s mean. I spend most my day telling her to be nice. I’ve been using time out and nothing seems to be working.

I really feel sometimes I just want to run away. I find being a mum extremely hard and have always suffered with depression and anxiety and having kids has made it soo much worse!!😢