Nervous and a little bit sad but excited at the same time

Tomorrow i get the keys to my new house, a fresh start for me and my children. Im excited but have such mixed emotions as well. My relationship was toxic, and abusive in so many ways. I truly believe my ex is a narcissist, there’s definitely something about him thats not right but it doesn’t make it any easier to be leaving. You always cling onto the good times hoping it will change back to those days. But those days are gone now and it wouldn’t be the same. The future is quite scary as I’ve no idea what will happen but as long as my kids are happy and healthy i hope the rest will fall into place 🙏🏻