Marriage

I dislike it a lot that my husband basically goes in 1 hr 45 mins early to work and when he comes home he does not want to help out at all but if he does it’s very forced. I understand he’s tired but so am I. I thought I was pregnant again with a 3rd and I got my period yesterday. Thank God I did because I don’t know how my mental state would be & my husband hardly has any patience and when he’s stressed, the whole family feels his vibe. I wasn’t on any birth control but the “calendar due to my belief but after this scare and how my marriage would fall apart and the thin patience my kids would go through and the more exhaustion he would go through, I can see myself more unhappy. I want my boys to have a dad and I feel that I should just go with the flow and not take my emotions into consideration and be happy for my boys so they can have that happy family I did not have.