TMI hemorrhoids

We had baby this last week via scheduled c-section. I didn’t even push or labor and have horrible hemorrhoids! I’ve been eating extra fiber, drinking a lot of water, and taking a laxative/stool softener. When I try to have a bowel movement, these hemorrhoids fall out of the inside and when I feel like I’m pushing to poop, I’m really pushing the hemorrhoids out 😭 I’m terrified of actually pushing any stool out because the hemorrhoids feel huge already and hurt when I push even a little. HELP