Run away

I feel like I just want to run away once my baby is born.

Nobody has respected any of my boundaries during this pregnancy and I’ve hated every second of it. I never thought my rainbow pregnancy would be like this after three miscarriages.

I just want a couple of days after the birth to get to know my baby and settle into being a new mum but, my boyfriends family won’t respect this and want to visit straight after she’s born.

I feel like saying I need to go to the bathroom once baby arrives and just disappearing, I can’t shake this feeling