Honest late night talks

My husband and I were talking tonight about our miscarriage. We do have our rainbow baby he is 6 months old.

My husband asked me tonight if I ever think what it would be like if we didn’t loose that baby what they would be doing rite now. And how the baby and our son would get along. I started crying because I think about it every day. But I told him if that were the case we would of never had our son now. Because the due date and the conception were so close together.

I think about that baby all the time. But I am so extremely grateful and happy with our baby. I love him so much, every morning when I go get him when he wakes up he gives me the best smile ever and it just melts my heart Everytime.