Divorce while pregnant

I am 22 weeks pregnant with my first baby! It’s a baby boy!

I asked for a divorce to my husband this week. We had been separated for about 3 months now.

I miss him though. I miss having someone with me through this pregnancy journey. I just want to be held.

I have to keep reminding myself it was toxic and he emotionally abused me constantly and threatened me.

Has anyone else gone through a divorce while pregnant?

I hate that I’m sad cause I don’t want my baby to feel these feelings I have right now.