Can I vent?!

Y’all, I just needed to come here and vent/scream silently/ whatever you want to call it!

My husband and I have been ttc for about a year with no luck! I’ve sat through quite a few friends announce they’re pregnancy. And I’d end up hiding in the bathroom in tears for a few minutes before coming back out! It feels SO lonely being the only one in your young adult friend group to not have a baby and watching everyone get pregnant with baby number two. One of my best friends text me today a picture of positive pregnancy tests informing me she is pregnant! This is their third and they didn’t even really want to have a third baby. I dropped my phone and just cried! I’m sorry, I don’t mean any of this to sound selfish or rude but to just put my heart out there because it’s so freaking lonely and none of my friends can really relate to the struggle! 😭😭😭