I made an impulse buy and now I’m not sure

I bought a 05 VW new beetle convertible for $3700 when I moved to a new state. It’s a manual transmission and I convinced myself I’d learn to drive it. I know how now but I just don’t want to anymore...starting and stopping is actually really really annoying. Shifting is fine and I’m fine on freeways and highways, but the city streets, I’m so nervous to stall. Anyways, I’m pretty sad that I feel this way because it was my dream car but it seems so impractical, it’s super small too, can barely grocery shop. I feel dumb if I post it to sell...not sure what to do. Will anyone even buy it since it’s manual?