Depression is real😞

I feel I'm a failure. I decided not to go to work. My and my son's father are fighting, and is not being reliable. I have no money. Car note is behind, credit cards are beyond due. My dad is overly worried. I still have yet to receive my tax returns and the last two stimulus checks😵Everything is going down the drain. And I'm supposed to maintain a stress-free mind at 34 weeks. How am I supposed to be okay and everything around me is crumbling?😭 I don't want my son to have complications because of all this🤦🏽‍♀️