Pelvic rest/guilt

So I have been on pelvic rest for the last 7 weeks. And things don't look like they'll be improving any time soon. I miss sex. If I'm being honest. 😂 I miss that connection with my husband. Hell, I just flat out miss orgasms. But then I feel guilty. I'm doing this to keep my baby safe. To keep from possibly going into preterm labor. And I feel almost like a bad mom for even wanting it knowing it could cause my baby girl to come early! Its a daily battle with myself. At this point, even if the Dr gave me the ok, I would be terrified to have sex and cause her to come any earlier than she's supposed to. Anyways, thanks for listening to me ramble on. Here's to 27 weeks today!