Intrusive thoughts

Any other moms suddenly have thoughts about losing their child? Like when in a car, I'll always thing to myself, what's the first thing im going to do if somebody hits us? I play so many scenarios in my head, and think about it so much that i start to feel that emotion. When I think about losing my son, my throat closes up, and my heart sinks to the pit of my stomach. It's like the start to the actual feeling of what it would be like. I do this often with different scenarios. I am praying for the mother's who have lost their children..praying for healing and strength 💕🙏🏽🌟