Debating on staying with my husband or not.

My husband is holding our marriage and my mistakes to a “3 strikes and you’re out” marriage. According to him today, I have 2 strikes. 1. Was because I went to his mom about my PPD and not to him Bc I didn’t want him to feel guilty or upset. And 2. Because his Facebook was up and I went through it (whoop dee doo).

We are grown and have 2 kids and have been married forever 2 years together for 4. I don’t think I can handle a baseball game marriage. I don’t think I should feel the need fo walk on eggshells because I have “1 more strike left”.

I spent weeks pulling myself out of my ppd and I’m just slipping right back into it.