Tmi photo, would love input.

Erin • 27 ttc #1. 1 full ivf cycle failed. Beginning a new cycle fall of 2019. Fingers and toes crossed.
Ttc, 18 months. 
​Af due today (or yesturday glow says). Having thick white cm this morning, cervix are closed, and when I went #2 this morning and wiped, this is what I found. Almost a jelly consistency with a rust color. Do you ladies think this is af sneaking in or maybe I'm finally catching a break?