Hey ladies! So I’m finally losing weight and I’m happy af about it. When I met my significant other in the beginning of March this year (2021) I was around 230lbs I just didn’t log it (see pic). Now I’m 191.9lbs!!!! Finally broke 200 and I’m fucking hype! What I am worried about however is I struggle with eating disorders pretty badly and I know that I’m getting to a healthy weight in a healthy way but I’m scared I’ll slip into not eating again. I’ve noticed I eat less than I used to when I was unemployed and now I work doing manual labor 10-13 hours a day. I work rain or shine outside walking and carrying a 60lbs blower on my back. This is my first manual labor job so I’m not used to it and I work myself to exhaustion and I just can’t find the motivation to eat. I need suggestions on how to maintain the healthy weight loss while also eating full meals. I’m afraid to gain the weight back but I’m also afraid to drop too much weight. I’m currently just trying to get down to 160lbs and maintain that weight but at this rate I’m just going to keep dropping the weight and that’s not good. So any suggestions are appreciated ❤️❤️ and I’m also talking with my therapist about my mental health concerns and told her if she notices too much weight loss too fast to bring it to my attention and to make a plan to go inpatient if I need the support.

Me today

Me at the end of may

I see a lot of loss in my stomach, and legs. I don’t know if this is a healthy amount to lose in such a short time. I think I’m just panicking because of my history of eating disorders and I fear being put on a feeding tube (I’ve been threatened with them because I end up going days without eating or the ability to keep food down). I just need positivity and advice. Sorry for rambling

Edit I’m down under 170 now. .