Never came before🖐🏾 yes, you read correctly

People believe me when I say that I have never in my years of being sexual active have came. Yes people! I'm not over exaggerating, I have never came. Sex feels awesome to me of course, & my guy satisfies me, but when my friends talk about that ultimate feeling that just makes their body's cream naturally...unfortunately that has yet to happen for me. Now I have experienced an  "orgasm" (ooohs & ahhhs) from playing with my vibrator, placing it on my clitoris and going at it for it sure. But "cum" never comes out. TMI but FYI I'm a huge squirter, now that, I have down packed 💦. But I have yet to experience cumming (the actual white substance that's supposed to come out). I used to think something was wrong with me because when I talk to my girls about it, they look it me like I'm from Planet Z lol. I was told that it also has to do with chemistry which I totally believe. Maybe just maybe there's something missing the reason I'm not reaching that full orgasm? Am I just holding back instead of releasing it?