I’m so very stressed right now. I feel like everything is falling apart. Need to vent…

First off, I relocated to a different State because my husband said due to his long distance truck driving job he’d be able to see me more if I relocated. So I did. Now my adult constantly followed me here and are currently living with me. They have minimal wage jobs and my son was just approved to start barber college. However my husband didn’t see me more and now he’s working local in the State we just moved from. Now he wants me to move back. My kids depend on me and have nowhere to live if I leave.

Then I quit my permanent job to take a temp job before I found out I was pregnant In Jan. We were told we would be considered for perm hire after 3-6 months. Well as a temp I get no benefits, no vacation time, and all holidays we’re off are unpaid. They just told us that they won’t consider hiring us perm until end of year. Baby due in Oct and I already have over $8k of medical bills as the insurance I pay $150 a week for doesn’t cover much at all. I make too much for government assistance.

And to top it off I was diagnosed with short cervix and I’m on bed rest. My husband gave me an ultimatum last night telling me that if I don’t move back he won’t be around much. But he’d come to visit the baby. I’m so hurt. Why do I have to start over? Why do I have to sacrifice everything? Why can’t he look for a job here? Because he’s not willing??? Not fair. My doctors are here. I’m on bed rest. My kids are here. The city he wants me to move to, I don’t know one person there. My lease in my apartment is up in August. I have an eviction on my records from a previous relationship years ago so it’s been difficult to find housing on my own. His suggestion was that maybe I can stay in an Airbnb until after I have the baby and could relocate. I feel that is incredibly selfish.

I really don’t know what to do, I’ve been crying all night and morning. Am I being unreasonable??? 😢