I'm feeling guilty and nerd advice .

My boyfriend of 3 years died 2.5 years ago and he was amazing I knee without a doubt he would be the person I spent two rest of my life with unfortunately he died very suddenly at 22 from an enlarged heart and shortly after this happened I moved into my own apartment in a new town and started a life for myself . A year later I met my boyfriend I am with now and couldn't be more in love with him . He's been so understanding of my loss and healing process and made me a stronger better person . He's brought more go my life than I honestly could have ever expected and I can't even begin to imagine my life without him . He's the missing piece to my puzzle . I honestly don't think I could love someone more . But I have been feeling guilty lately for feeling that way because a part of me feels like it discredits my boyfriend who passed away . I never though I would find love let alone a love like this again and I have a hard time referring to my current boyfriend as the love of my life because I thought my boyfriend who died was . It's such a hard spot to be in and I know I shouldn't feel guilty but I do . Are these normal feelings to feel or should I maybe talk to someone about them ?