Gender disappointment

Linds 🌺 • 💚RJ💚 🧡Archer🧡

So I have a little boy at home and he's the love of my life. But I've always wanted a girl. I did a sneak peek home DNA test and it came back a boy, my doctor said we should always wait for the ultrasound cause there is always a chance of contamination. Im devastated by this news. And also guilty that I'm feeling so disappointed. I was hoping for a girl with HR of 166 today. Ugg. I cabt believe this is happening.