Been in my feelings lately 😞

Before I met my husband I used to be really active in the Romanian community and church, always invited to events and included in things. My husband is American so once we started getting serious I would bring him around but it seemed no one really wanted us around because he wasnt Romanian or part of the church. Slowly the invites trickled to a stop. We’re about to have our 4th in two weeks and tried to have a baby shower. Not a single soul showed but my mom who’s been there through everything. It just hit hard. To really realize no ones there for us no matter how hard we tried except my parents. She offered to try to use her credit card to get us what she could off our registry but that wasn’t even the point and she just had a major surgery. She shouldn’t be doing all that to begin with. I dunno. Im not trying to vent or anything like that. I guess I just needed to get my feelings out there. I’ve talked to my husband about it but poor guy doesn’t deserve to be thrown in all these feelings.