5w postpartum, gonna lose my mind

I’ve been having what my ob said was my first postpartum period since last Monday, going on day 8 of bleeding and/or spotting. I’m so freaking tired of wearing pads, and seeing blood. I bled for two weeks postpartum before this started up and I’m so over it.

I’m gonna lose my mind if I wipe and see blood again, or if my bleeding picks back up again after it tricks me into thinking it’s gone.

I know I’m being baby, just needed to vent haha