Wanting my straight bf to jerk off to gay porn

Am I an absolute weirdo that the idea of him watching gay porn and jerking off while I watch turns me on? 😂😂 he doesn’t want to do it but will for me. We have an amazing sex life and are completely open about everything. He’s gotten me to open up a lot in the 2 years we have been together and i just love trying new things with him and im noticing that the weirdest things turn me on. I was with my ex husband for 10 years and our sex life was very boring FYI