39+3 days & just venting

This will be my 3rd and I’m going to be honest… I thought for sure this one was comin early. 🤪 I’ve had labor prepping for 4 weeks now; Braxtons, lightning crotch, dropped, hip pain, back pain, acid reflux, leg cramps, insomnia, pressure like no

Other, restless leg, obvious weight gain, swollen now a bit, cramps around belly button. I’ve had days where I thought hmmm let me start timing & then nothin progresses. I got checked last week- not dilated but said around my cervix is soft but then cones in & not dilated 🤷🏼‍♀️ I have this gut feeling I’m going the distance with this one since I’ve had sooooo much prep and nothing progresses. 😔 I’m over sleeping on my side and ready to sleep on my stomach n back… lol who’s with me?