Lousy mum?!πŸ˜­πŸ’”

So my little 1 year old man favours his dad over me. He works away so I have no problem with him loving his dad just makes me feel like a lousy mum when I try and cuddle him or play and he just smaks me or has a meltdown towards me. Surely this is a phase and I'm not the only one who goes through this. And just meltdowns all day! It's driving me crazy and I often find myself asking if I'm cut out for this?I have started yelling at him out of frustration, which I know is wrong just can't handle in the heat of the moment! πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”