I’ve had vivid dreams ever since the beginning of my pregnancy and they never went away after that. But I’ve been having some troubling dreams because they seem so real and I wake up and it takes me a min to realize they aren’t. I had a dream last night where I had gotten pregnant with not one not two…..and not three but FOUR babies!! Found out at my ultra sound seemed I was 7 wks about. Then a couple weeks later went in again and two of them didn’t have a heart beat. And it hurt. Halfway through with now twins I lost another one. And in the end the last was born healthy but with 3 brothers and sisters gone. Ive already had 3 miscarriages but I’ve been having so many dreams like this and they hurt so much😣 I wake up crying and gasping for air because it’s heartbreaking and terrifying. Ever since my last MC Mother’s Day I keep having these dreams an disk what to do and I’ve struggled coping……… it’s just hard.

These were my positives from my MC on mother’s day: 5 wks 6 days.