Sex life

Feel like I ruined my sex life with my husband. I am currently having my first out break Hsv-1 gential and I’m super depressed. We have a high sex drive. Any hope I’m scared I’m constantly going to be having outbreaks which means no baby either as we are using most of the precautions like me taking medication and us not having sex till a week after my outbreak is over. Any encouragement. I guess I’m super sad because my frist out break during my period. Which means baby is out for this month. I need advice