Ptsd labour

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So, I had an over all pretty good labour experience. Unmedicated no epidural, 20 hours of labour and 30 mins of pushing. But once in awhile I’ll have flash backs from all that pain i felt i remember my nurse giving me attitude when I couldn’t stop screaming and moving from the pain even tho I knew screaming could make it worse but I couldn’t help it. It took me almost 3 hours to sit still for 10 minutes so they can see the monitor clearly to make sure baby was ok but I had contractions every 2-5 minutes for 20 hours and each hour they got worse and worse so ofc I thought in was dying and was in so much pain and couldn’t sit still. I’m 21 weeks pp now and I just sometimes get flash backs of my experience that causes me to tense up and shed silent tears and feel nauseous. Would I do unmedicated no epi again? Yes no questions asked unless obviously there was an emergency and they needed to give me something or I needed a c section. Anyone else have ptsd from their labour and delivery weather you had a good or bad experience?