We’re you not super excited for your second baby

I feel like such a bad mom right now. I have an 18 month old and it’s finally gotten super easy with her. She sleeps pretty good and plays with her toys and she’s just such a good sweet baby.

I honestly forgot how hard a newborn and having a baby in general is. I’m very very nervous with having my toddler and a newborn. Idk but I’m 39 weeks today and it’s really hitting me. I’m scared of how tired I am going to be , trying to make both of them happy and not giving my toddler enough attention. I’m having so much anxiety out of nowhere. I’m exhausted already from how uncomfortable and tired I am and I already know it’s going to be even harder once he’s born. 😭😭