Ttc is driving me crazy

Ga

Don't you just hate how menstrual symptoms are so similar to early pregnancy symptoms like I'm 5 days late for af but out of nowhere around the day af was supposed to come my nips have been super sensitive to the touch I'm bloated super bad headaches moody and for one day I had pink tinge when I wiped and then it stopped I feel like I have no energy and occasionally dizzy even when sitting down, I can't even get slightly excited because I know these things can also be a sign af is taking her time to arrive normally I would be rushing to buy a test but I can't this time I won't do it I don't want to see another bfn so I told myself 2 weeks if af doesn't come in 2 more weeks I'll buy a test but I can't rush anymore it's making me sad