I want to knock his teeth out

I just found out that I'm not actually a crazy bitch, that the affair my man was having behind my back wasn't just my imagination. This man was cheating on me while my grandmother was dying and left me to move in with her.

He lied about it so many times and made me feel like I was actually delusional and I am so fucking mad and hurt that I could knock every single one of his teeth out. Every tooth counts for a lie, he loses them all.

I feel DISGUSTING, I feel like I'm not good enough. That's what it feels like, like I wasn't enough. He was still having sex with me right before moving in with her so both of us. I am out of my mind HURTING over this