Giving up

Hi everyone , my positivity has run out . I’m giving up ttc number 2 . It’s been so long trying , about 4.5 yrs . So stressed , so much money wasted on lh test and pregnancy tests , and other things we tried . We really wanted 2 kids at least and one of each if possible . I think the reason is my age 43 soon to be 44 , pcos , my weight , stress . If I get lucky enough to get pregnant not trying , I will definitely post to announce it . Good luck lovely ladies out there trying . Baby dust to every single one of you .