I have been through so much with my last two relationships. Fighting with one and cheating with the other. I thought it would break me and make me feel like I was done on love. After a year my bf came along and showed me different, but it’s things that I don’t like that he does. No one is perfect but I don’t just want to settle. He is a great man to my kids and that’s a plus. My thing is he works out of state and we visit each other every month. He claims that out of state pays more, which is true especially where we are from. He doesn’t want to work much longer,but damn when will you be done. I feel alone again,because he not here everyday. Then he doesn’t communicate well enough for me to feel ok about things. I no longer ask when he is coming home because it used to upset me. He doesn’t argue with me but he doesn’t give me enough feed back. I am used to fussing and fighting no I don’t want him to be that way, but I would like him to be more considerate. When it comes to my feelings and what upsets me. Close friends always say he working to make a better life for y’all and you met him this way. True but that doesn’t make it better. I feel lonely at times and it just has me second guessing like I’m trying to be strong but this long distance is bothering me. 😞😞