Postpartum sex

-First time mom-

Feeling like I don’t feel ready for sex what so ever. But it’s causing a lot of tension in my relationship with my boyfriend. He gets thinking that I don’t want him or I’m not attracted to him anymore. Which isn’t the case..

6 weeks postpartum today, doctor is so booked up I can’t get in for checkup til October. She did give me prescription for birth control..

Just wondering what I should do..

Also PPD is very real and not sure how to talk to doctor about how I’m feeling because I don’t like opening up..