Thrombosed Hemorroid Pain making my life hell😭

I went to the doctors on saturday for a 1st grade hemorroid (barely felt it) She said its there and its thrombosed the evening I came home and all just went upside down. I started having trouble walking, sitting. She gave me stool softeners, suppositorys, anestole cream and pain killers meant for hemorroids and told me to come back during the week. İts been almost 3 days and I can barely walk, sit, laydown let alone all this, breathing heavy, coughing and sneezing is now absolute hell for me. I’ve tried everything to witch hazel, warm sitz baths, ice nothings working. Even the anesthesia anestole cream isnt working to kill the pain. What am I supposed to do? Its got soo big I’ve been screaming and crying in agony and pain for 2 days. I have 2 toddlers (3 and 2) begging for attention when I can’t even sit and stand properly. Someone help! 🙁😭😭