Lost our beautiful boy...😭😭

Did our second IVF cycle after pregnancy loss at 4 weeks a year ago with the first cycle. ALL test came back normal this time, every time. I do have PCOS so I knew it would be a sure challenge. 💪🏽This time we did genetic testing and found out we have one son( our sweet boy I'm losing as I write this because my period is slowing starting) and 3 girls. My husband and I were SO EXCITED for our son, we had a name for him and even bought a couple of onesies and baby blanket because we knew this time would be different, since our RE said if we did the genetic testing he could guarantee a 70% change for live birth. Boy did we believe the dream he was selling. Especially when I followed my plan to a "t" and even changed some eating habits. But now here we are in the same place we were in a year ago 4 weeks along, and LOSING BABY!!!😭😭😭 After 11 years of trying I'm TIRED!!🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️ Tired of it NEVER being our time!!😭😭 Our three girls all have chromosomal abnormalities so not sure if they will make it to birth! *sigh* It's just so hard to look around and see just the little changes we've made have such a big affect on us. Now as I bleed my son out I am torn apart to numbness, because he is sooo much more then this he is OUR SON!!!😭😭😭😭