So, I am currently 17 weeks pregnant with a one year girl old that is used to nursing on demand through the night. She's also used to getting most her calories overnight, because my 3 year old would be a sneaky toddler ninja and disrupt every. single. nursing. session. during the day for her first 9 months of life.

We have been actively trying to switch that caloric intake back to days for quite some time now (hello solids!), but now that my supply is dropping at 13 months she is waking every two hours as if I never fed her dinner... she can eat 2 oz of chicken, a toddler portion of brocolli and almost a whole can of black beans. And still wake 2 hours later starving. I'm sooo lost. And tired. And getting desperate. She woke up at 5 this morning and I poured oatmeal on a cut up banana 🤣🤣