Why is it not happening 🥺😓😓😣

I failed for the 4th time also dont no why its so hard to be pregnant when everyone around u get pregnant at a glance and when they want. Pls excuse me im venting my feelings because i dont wana go tell anyone else. Its more hurting when elders are asking when are you having a baby... im trying im trying im trying more than u ever could imagine thats what comes to my mouth but i just smile and avoid.

I have regular periods, i think i am healthy and no other issues also im 30 years old, i track my ovulation correctly and do everything right but its just not happening! I know its a bit too early to decide but every time when u see ur period coming.. thats just disappointing!