Scared & anxious

Please tell me I’m not the only one who is going insane this first trimester. With the nausea and fatigue, I’m finding it really difficult to find joy in this pregnancy and I feel like I’m not “connecting” with baby as much as I did with my first pregnancy.

Not only that, but I’m constantly worried about having a miscarriage. I was going through my doctor’s notes just now and noticed that my doctor had noted that baby was measuring 7w6d at my 9 week scan. At the time she said everything looked good and I might’ve simply ovulated later than expected, but now I’m convinced this is a bad sign. I feel like maybe my stomach isn’t growing either even though I should be almost 11 weeks now.

My next appointment is Tuesday next week and I’m SO scared about what I might be told about baby. Is anyone else feeling like this? I feel like a crazy person :(