5 weeks & 2 days…Anxiety 😥

I am over the moon excited and happy to be pregnant right now, but I am also terrified of losing the baby. I feel like I’m obsessing over something bad happening and I check for blood every time I wipe. Feels like I am going a little crazy and being super paranoid. I will feel a lot better once I am out of the first trimester, I think, but I am only just over five weeks pregnant. Is anyone else going through similar anxiety/paranoia? I didn’t experience these feelings with my first child. I feel like I will not enjoy being pregnant, if all I feel is fear.