Does it get better?

I recently broke up with my toxic boyfriend/baby father of 5 years. I just don’t want a life with him anymore. He’s put me through a lot. I’m applying to jobs now so I can get started back to the work force and eventually move out. We’re not fighting or anything but more preparing for what’s to come (me moving out). He will see our child throughout the week and we will stay civil for our child.

My question is, does it get better? I feel like i’m never going to have the family I wished to have. I really wanted a family with this guy but he made it nearly impossible. I’m afraid i’ll never find love again and have the family i’ve always dreamed of. I don’t trust that any guy will take me serious bc i have a child. I’m not looking for a guy now but i am worried for the future. All i know is my ex and the toxic way he was. He cheated on me (not sexually but through text messages) with DOZENS of women. Even when i was pregnant. He made life hell. I’m afraid all guys are like this and i won’t be able to fully trust another man. Any advice with this feeling of the unknown?