Update

I’m kinda excited cause I have 60 days left and my baby girl Sariah will be here

Baby shower update : mom disagreed with my plan about the party platters to have at chili’s she said it might cost to much I told her no it’s only $160 and my bf said he will give me the money for it she said no use the money for the baby because she needs more stuff and I understand what she saying she was like that’s why her and my sister-n-law decided chilis because they have special and is cheap still iffy about it but we will see what happens and how much people confirm they are coming . Gift bags will be made a day before I will show u guys the bags

Update on boyfriend: he is doing the same thing haven’t got anything for baby girls since the last time I went shopping for her and that was months ago when I was 4 months and wasn’t able to get a lot of things due to the fact he only gave me a little amount of money . Now that he is getting paid more then he use to he talking about paying for his little brother video shoot for his brothers song and everything his brother will need but he needs to understand he have a baby on the way really soon all that have wait

I canceled my maternity photoshoot (hair makeup and all everything he wanted but due to the fact he don’t know how to save money or spend it on the right things

I’m happy my family is still here for me n leading me n the right steps and getting the help from my mom

Last night me and my mom had a good conversation she asked what is my birth plan I told her I want to have a natural birth she said okay I just don’t want u to go to the hospital screaming it’s going to hurt but after the head is out everything else is a breeze she hope I’m dilated some and to drink lots of water and she hoping she will be able to come in the hospital room with me due to the fact she know he never really around me like that n she know how he is I told her if it’s a day she at work I’ll call her on ft or something so I want feel alone

I told him the days the doctor gave me which is dec22. - January 10 he still haven’t went to go get his phone turned back on he will have to be connected to get my call or text I didn’t want to call to his job cause they are really rude he have my car all the time while I’m n the house everyday all day while he outside driving around but it’s ok this want last long